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人群中　哭著　你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢　或痛　或心動了
你已經決定了　你已經決定了

你靜靜　忍著　緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜　就是　越傷人了
越是在　手心留下　密密麻麻　深深淺淺的刀割

你不是真正的快樂　你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了　也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂　關在永遠　鎖上的軀殼

這世界　笑了　於是你合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則　不是　你的選擇
於是你　含著眼淚　飄飄盪盪　跌跌撞撞的走著

你不是真正的快樂　你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側　卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的　抱著遺憾　一直到老了
然後才後悔著

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stillashley
read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Ashley Gender: Female Occupation: Student Industry: Business Message: message me MSN: juz_ashley@hotmail.com ICQ: 81720875 Member Since: 7/14/2003

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Sunday, August 30, 2009

	擔心................... 請原諒我的無能給我多一點時間.............我會做得更好
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Thursday, August 27, 2009

	Super Show 2 2009-09-18 20:00 Asia Expo
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Saturday, August 22, 2009

	Do you envy others? 你羨慕別人嗎?
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

long abandoned xanga site............it seems nth special happened to me these days & months........

May: Went to MayDay concert. No doubt........it rocked, they rocked, it's definitely one of the best concerts I've been to so far

June: Working month = didn't sleep that much

July: TVC shooting + Post-production

August: long awaited Taiwan trip with Christine, Gary Chow's concert on Aug 21

love his songs very much laterly

Suddenly, I feel like singing:
突然好想你你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你突然鋒利的回憶突然模糊的眼睛

為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去

最怕此生已經決心自己過沒有你卻又突然聽到你的消息

What is my goal?
Who do I want to be in 5 years?
Do I really like my job?
or...........simply........what should i become?

while my financial burden is getting heavier over days, these questions keep bugging me all the times............damn, it feel so helpless.............

but nevermind me.......everyone has his/her own problems to worry about
I will get through it.......someday, somehow.........

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

	It's been a month already.....fat chance la...... but anyways..i really have to think it through.......... Uneasy feelings are piling up Faith is shattering In these times.............people tend to think too much
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